Current mood:

contemplative

rare public post...I'm not the same person I was
Yep. This is a rare public post. Those who I feel need to read the dribble that I usually post are on my friends list. This is for everyone else.

It's pretty amazing how I've changed over the past few months. Moving out of state and back, meeting new people, doing new things, believing new beliefs; it's all been amazing.

Hopefully, this is the beginning of a "me" who is more human. Or a lack of "me", as Alan Watts talks about in his book "The Wisdom of Insecurity", which I've recently read. I guess that's my goal: to be more human, yet to be less "me", while being for my sake. (Hmmm...it's hard to put it into words. If you don't understand, drop me a note and I'll try to explain it.)

Anyways, back to "friends only" mode. I'm posting less and less, too, and I've thought of shutting down this journal. I don't know what I'll do. But I don't have to make a decision right now, so I'll just let things flow.